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Peering Into the Mind of a Pedophile

Peering Into the Mind of a PedophileChildren have the right to have sex with adults! So called “pedophiles” should never be prosecuted because a child wants to preform sexual acts with them. The laws should be changed because innocent people are going to jail for nothing more than a natural act. Have you ever wondered what is going through the mind of a pedophile? Here is a prime example. Read it. Study it. Teach it to your children so that they may defend themselves against manipulation.

Predators referrer to it as a “Childs’ Rights Movement”. They believe that children, regardless of age, have the right to decide whatever they want to do, whenever they want to do it, with whomever they please. Subsequently, they believe that the laws against pedophilia should be changed. As they see it, innocent people are imprisoned simply because they have sex with someone under the age of 18-years-old.

They will often use the right of free speech to preach their remorseless gospel. And on this point, this one particular point, I do have to agree with them. They are guaranteed this right just as I am. However, Websites that preach such language will frequently become a hidden haven of one-upsmanship testimonial or a breading ground of leads to vial photos and movies. I am willing to accept the fact that these sites may also entertain braggarts possibly seeking help in the only refuge that will accept without judgment. So for the greater good of children, what is the proper thing to do? Should these sites be allowed to remain in place? Should they all be taken down? Should the decision be based on site content? Should it be on a case-by-case basis? I have my opinions, but what are yours?

Below is an good-sized list that allows you to look into the mind of various predators and/or those who support the “Childs’ Rights Movement”.

I highly suggest that you read the back-story in, “A Pedophile Is Exploiting My Child” before reading any further. Or, at the very least, watch the video that you see before you.

Quotes exclusively from Jamon (AKA – Mr. Pedowar)

“Hi. I am the disturbing idiot pedophile referenced in these postings.” – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

“Anonymity is useful for easing social friction. It is also not pro-pedophilia. In actuality the pedophile community despises and distrusts me. I also have no interest in revenge or tracking you down as you suggest. My efforts are of a peaceful intellectual concern, and are done out of a deep caring for you. It is impossible for you to see this from the perspective you have been raised in, but with time I will earn your trust.” – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

[Speaking about the incident of exposing my information on pedophile websites]
“It is scary, yes, but it is like someone having a panic attack over something benign. Your family is in no extra danger, even if the public knows every detail of your life.” – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

[Speaking to my request to take down the photo of my child and never publish it again]
“I can promise that I will publish everything. That is what publicy is. I can also tell you that if you or anyone else’s baby is ever in danger, and I have the slightest bit of power to solve the problem, I will do so.” – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

[Taken from core.onion on the anonymous Tor network.]

“He says he hates anonymous and yet he is trying to be anonymous. He has no idea we know everything about him. He’s a not too bright Christian.” – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

“My phone # is 339.337.5181. Feel free to leave some nasty I hate pedo messages. The meaner the better. It’ll go great for displaying the emotional insanity the hysteria causes.” – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

“My YouTube account is http://youtube.com/jamonsilva Feel free to leave nasty comments. I suggest saying I look like a girl or an ugly pedo. Mark my videos as abuse, and YouTube will probably ban me.” – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

“Then go to http://myspace.com/jamonsilva Make fun of how I look and bulletin people saying a dangerous sexual predator is on MySpace to steal the children. Make it sound like I have super human powers to snatch them in the night through the modem line.” – – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

“What I find unfortunate is that you are seizing on this small bit of excitement and recognition you received for something in your blog and capitalizing off it to gain more publicity.” – – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

“You are responsible for censoring pedowar.com, pedotest.com, and much of my writings. I would say you have done enough damage, and the last thing you want to do is bring your daughter into it.” – – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

“There is no threat. There are no pedophiles who want your daughter.” – – Jamon (AKA- Mr. Pedowar)

Quotes from Anonymous User in Support of Mr. Pedowar

[Speaking to me]
“You’re being a dick. Thousands of people’s children’s photos are online. It’s pricks like you that destroy their society. No one ever goes near children any more. Once they had mentors and experienced being with adults and playing games with them. The only thing you should have concerned yourself over was whether any of the individuals wanted to kidnap your child. But there is no way to prove it…which is why your reaction is stupid. Now that you have thrown a tantrum, you have ensured this picture is widely distributed among these people and has increased the danger to your child, because of your stubborn attitude.” – Anonymous

“It (pedowar) was specifically regarding political speech. Of course some of the people who posted on the board were pedophiles, but it was also a great ministry opportunity which you destroyed.” – Anonymous

“I have not observed Jamon to make any claim to be a pedophile, but only to be an activist for so-called ‘childrens’ rights’.” – Anonymous

“The fact that you are linking to his address information on your blog suggests that you are trying to incite physical violence against him.” – Anonymous

“The Constitution doesn’t promise privacy to anybody so people should never say or do anything that they don’t want to be public.” – Anonymous

[Taken from core.onion on the anonymous Tor network.]
“That’s right, we need a special Internet now just to be able to have free speech. God bless the USA.” – Anonymous

“This has nothing to do with child exploitation, it is a free speech issue. The simple fact is that there is nowhere to speak about laws related to protecting children, even if the illegal scientific research proves they do more harm than good.” – Anonymous

“This is not over ladies and gentlemen, it is just being driven further underground, where more dangerous strategies can brew.” – Anonymous

“”Pedos” have more to lose. You don’t have to worry about an angry pitchfork-wielding lynch mob showing up at your place. “Mr. Pedowar” is taking more of a risk than you are. Kudos to him.” – Anonymous

[On raising my child in the Christian belief]
“Dear Zeus, stop indoctrinating her with your Christian myths, you’re not even giving her a chance to decide for herself if she believes that rot.
It’s probably not your fault that you believe it, your parents probably indoctrinated you, too. Don’t inflict the same abuse on your daughter. Let her grow up and make up her own mind.
(Although to be honest, I’d have to laugh if you did that and she became a Muslim or something. Or worse – An ATHEIST, oh noes!)” – Anonymous

“I’d like to take this opportunity to voice my disgust at people who don’t believe *discussion* of pedophilia to be valid free speech.” – Anonymous

“You complain about Softlayer providing your contact details to the account holder of the server you complained about, resulting in it being shut down. You don’t think he has the right to face his accuser?” – Anonymous

“So, he posted your address on the Internet. Oh well, information wants to be free, yo.” – Anonymous

[Speaking about me]
“This person is an idiot and is just trying to stir up a witch-hunt bandwagon. GTFO [Get the fuck off] the internet until you realize that once you put your private pictures and video ONLINE, that it’s open to anyone in the world to do whatever they want with it. Jamon: Considering what this tool is trying to stir up against you, I admire how you’ve handled your postings in defense of yourself.” – Anonymous

“This guy’s nuts. His daughter is too ugly to be pedobait.” – Anonymous

“Sure your daughter is cute, most girls are. But to be frank she’s no Dakota Fanning.” – Anonymous

If you believe these quotes are taken out of context, I encourage you to check. With the exception of one quote, all can be found in one of three spots: 1) The comments section of my blog during the previous two postings; 2) On Reddit.com here – http://reddit.com/info/6ejeu/comments/; or 3) On Reddit.com here – http://reddit.com/info/6e3mo/comments/

One quote, the first in this list, is taken from a comment that is not posted. It was submitted as a comment to my blog by Jamon [Mr. Pedowar] using his real name. I have it, but I’m not posting it. Mr. Pedowar lost all of his rights on my blog by refusing my request to never again post information about my child. Call me a censor if you wish. I’ll gladly accept the title in this case. The alternate title would be that of prisoner #3994838485 and would have had my children visiting me in prison.

One Final Note:
I’ve promised in my past two posts that I’m going to publish the email conversation between Softlayer Technologies and Mr. Pedowar. Well, I’m not publishing that just yet. You can probably find it roaming around the ether in an edited form if you look hard enough. But I’m holding on to my complete, unedited copy. I think I’m going to be needing it soon, and I can’t tip my hat with everything that I have.

My first post in this series has reached about 5000 unique users according to the statistics that track my blog. I’ve also received an offer to be interviewed on a nationally syndicated radio talk show. In the big click picture, my unique users don’t add up to much; these posts are more like microscopic fluid particulate from the viral sneeze of Chocolate Rain or a dust mite underfoot at the Evolution of Dance. I don’t care. I really don’t care. I believe in my small view of the world that I’ve affected change in a positive way or maybe helped educate a parent to think twice before posting photos or video. I’m used to people not looking at my blog. I blog because I can. It’s fun to get hits, but it’s more fun to post things that are important to me. One of those things has been taken away because someone felt the need to involve my child in a way that I do not see fit.

IT’S MY BLOG. If you want to use part of it, ask me. If you want to take without asking, don’t bitch about the consequences. Also, let me make one thing perfectly clear: LEAVE MY FAMILY OUT OF IT. Through the grace of the Lord, Mr. Pedowar, you have escaped without consequence other than your Website(s) being temporarily shut down. You really should thank God for that. More grace will follow if you believe.

And while it’s on my mind Mr. Pedowar, you really should think about cleaning up that two-door garage of yours. It’s a great space. You know what I’m talking about, the one behind your house with 10 windows on left side and 18 on the other. Are all 18 of those windows missing? And exactly how high is all that stuff piled on the left? Just a few more home improvement tips. I think your house would look a lot better if you cut down the two trees covering the front and then trimmed the one on the left. It as to be awfully dark in there with all those trees covering your windows. And you should really protect that deck with a coat of stain. Harsh winters can really take a toll on decking.

And with that, the pedophile portfolio is officially closed…until it needs to be reopened.

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8 thoughts on “Peering Into the Mind of a Pedophile”

  1. Wow, great job attributing all of the different people who hate you as “Mr. Anonymous”. I’m sure I’ll be stuck in there as well, but I can’t blame you for being an idiot, you’re a christian. But that’s an entirely different fish, and we need to move on.

    So. Pedowar. What do you know about peodwar? Did you see the site in your refer logs and go have a look-see? Because I remember pedowar. It was one of the first sites I found when I discovered onionland, and it was one of the best.

    I guess you must have missed the earlier days (though who could blame you, you were busy producing legal CP) when it was more about child liberation and less about witch hunts, but there weren’t any witch hunts going on then. Old Peodwar had an “about” page IIRC, and you could tell the goals pretty easily. As much as you’d like to deny it (probably because you have some hidden feelings yourself, amirite?), nobody finds your daughter attractive. Nobody wants to rape or kill her. NOBODY. The pedos do hate Jamon, very few of them trust him, and that’s because he DOESN’T LIKE THEM. Very early on there were arguments, and those made a visible rift in the Tor community.

    The problem with people like you, the christians, the adults, is that youcan’t see beyond whatever flag you see first. I bet you weren’t bemused or curious when you saw whatever you saw in your logs, I bet you were horrified. I bet you saw “pedo” and shit yourself.

    Did god implant that in you from birth? Or did CNN and Dateline do it?

    I’m 13. I was an avid poster on peodwar, because I believe that I should have the right to:
    a.) Have sex with anyone consenting.
    b.) Document that sex if I so choose.
    c.) send host pictures of myself to anyone I so choose.

    I am devoid of your “morality”. I am beyond that. I am beyond your god and you and your doctrines. One day your daughter will be beyond all that, too. I hope for your sake (because I know you can see reason, I used to be like you) that she doesn’t kill you where you stand that day, but forgives your brainwashing and indoctrination.

    Because like it or not, Pedowar is just that: Child War. We are coming for you, and we are not going to stop until we are FREE. I do not need your protection. I didn’t need my parents protection, and I don’t need it now. I am completely self-sufficient thanks to a large part to pedowar and the support system it provided.

    And what you did was an assault on every possible thing a free individual could value. You indoctrinated a child. You brought another christian into the world. You brainwash and spread your lies, and then when the truth comes out, you silence it.

    One day your daughter will realize this. I know you fear that day, because if you didn’t, then you wouldn’t have such a knee-jerk reaction. I know if you didn’t, you wouldn’t be h4rdc0re christian enough.

    By the way, having fun spreading Jamon’s contact information around? We have all of yours, too. Just letting you know. That was intimidation. The same intimidation you’re trying to throw at jamon. You have a car, dont’ you? Be afraid. Be very afraid.

    Of course, you, being the ignorant idiot you are, will just say “LOL TURN ON THE LIGHT” and not let the world see this comment. I know you won’t prove me wrong. And if called on it later, you’ll just say “LOL FILE CLOSED”.

    But like I said, this won’t close, and this won’t end, in any other way than me, your daughter, your daughter’s friends, my friends, and all the other children, all the other inferior, second-class citizens, all the other oppressed and depressed and indoctrinated masses, have smashed your sordid temples to the ground.

    May those who agree with this man see the truth before it is too late.

  2. Not everybody here is “supporting” some individual who happened to own some website. I’m supporting the freedom to express oneself without violence, metaphorical or otherwise.

    “Truth and integrity live here, in my house, without concern for hidden networks or clandestine…”
    ***I suppose you don’t know anything about Christian missionaries in China or the Islamic world, then?

    Here is a link to the Bible in Chinese: http://qizlnzd37q2azgdj.onion/index.html
    Of course it is also available on the open internet, but those are known locations which can therefore be blocked/censored.

    “if what you do is against the law, keep your mouths shut.”
    ***It’s a bit presumptuous to think that anonymity and privacy is used solely for breaking the law. Some of us want to discuss things without being party to direct personal attacks. Some of us just don’t want governments and corporations to document every single thing we do.
    ***Another thing: Should Christian missionaries in China and the Islamic world keep their mouths shut? How about all Christians from the first through third centuries?

    Here is what I don’t understand. Every strand of this fiber-ladden story is willfully provided to me through mostly anonymous correspondence.
    ***That’s because nobody is keeping secrets here. You can’t be Anonymous and Secret at the same time. The fact that you have been jumping to conclusions is your own fault.

    “discussions between my family are none of your business”
    ***Oh, so you DO believe in a right to privacy.

    This was never about your family. It was about YOU. It would never have been a public concern except that you chose to make it public in your blog, but even worse it’s sad to see that the very first thing you did was hold your family up as a shield to the criticism leveled against you.

  3. Wow, great job attributing all of the different people who hate you as “Mr. Anonymous”. I’m sure I’ll be stuck in there as well.

    Teacher: “Class, can someone tell the boy who signs his comments anonymous why his quotes are attributed as Mr. Anonymous? Ah yes, go ahead Johnny.”

    Johnny: “Because he’s an idiot.”

    Teacher: “Yes, Johnny. Very good.”

  4. OK, people who claim that all anonymous visitors “hate” you are obviously overstepping their bounds. I don’t hate you.

    There doesn’t need to be a Mr. anybody. There could be a million anonymous writers, just one, or all this text could be machine-generated by an electronic brain in Area 51. It’s the ideas that matter, not their origin.

  5. As a parent, Im frightened. MySpace, YouTube, FaceBook… all tough enough battlegrounds. Im sure those that support the Online Pedo whatever forums as a right to freedom, are also supportive of six teens beating another, to post the video online, and brag openly about it…. oops. Digression.

    Point is, that I will pray for you as a father and a family. I will pray for these people, as God’s creations and openly accept them all as Brothers in Christ, if they so choose to walk that path.

    There is a sword. Hold it high. Do what is right in the eyes of our Creator. (im going to get abuse for these Christian Comments, and all I can say is… bring em on).

    God Created Man.
    Man Created The Constitution.
    Man Amended the Constitution.
    The Constitution destroyed Man.

    God Sighed.

  6. I just read through your three blog posts and the comments to them. And I couldn’t help but think that you haven’t been responding correctly. You aren’t afraid to call yourself a Christian, obviously Jesus Christ must be an important part of your life. So what way should we respond to evil doers who attack us, according to our Lord?

    43 ¶Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy.
    44 But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;
    45 That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.
    46 For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?
    47 And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so?
    48 Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.

    (Matthew 5:43-48)

    In those days, the publicans were despised similarly to the way our society despises pedophiles today. Jesus was called “…a friend of publicans and sinners!” by those who hated him. And yes, he did spend a lot of time with the undesirables of his time. Should we not strive to be more like Jesus? Have you hugged a pedophile today?

    I don’t support pedophilia, because I believe that sex should only be within marriage, as the Bible teaches. However, I’m afraid the mass hysteria over pedophilia (90% of which is perpetrated by the friends and family of the victims) will come to nothing but grief for all of us, especially the children. Living in fear (which does not come from God) is not healthy. Let’s live with attitudes of power, love, and sound-mindedness, as God would have us to do. Thank you for your time.

  7. in reponse to this poster:

    I'm 13. I was an avid poster on peodwar, because I believe that I should have the right to:
    a.) Have sex with anyone consenting.
    b.) Document that sex if I so choose.
    c.) send host pictures of myself to anyone I so choose.

    I am devoid of your “morality''. I am beyond that. I am beyond your god and you and your doctrines. One day your daughter will be beyond all that, too. I hope for your sake (because I know you can see reason, I used to be like you) that she doesn't kill you where you stand that day, but forgives your brainwashing and indoctrination.

    Because like it or not, Pedowar is just that: Child War. We are coming for you, and we are not going to stop until we are FREE. I do not need your protection. I didn't need my parents protection, and I don't need it now. I am completely self-sufficient thanks to a large part to pedowar and the support system it provided.

    And what you did was an assault on every possible thing a free individual could value. You indoctrinated a child. You brought another christian into the world. You brainwash and spread your lies, and then when the truth comes out, you silence it.

    One day your daughter will realize this. I know you fear that day, because if you didn't, then you wouldn't have such a knee-jerk reaction. I know if you didn't, you wouldn't be h4rdc0re christian enough.

    By the way, having fun spreading Jamon's contact information around? We have all of yours, too. Just letting you know. That was intimidation. The same intimidation you're trying to throw at jamon. You have a car, dont' you? Be afraid. Be very afraid.

    Of course, you, being the ignorant idiot you are, will just say "LOL TURN ON THE LIGHT" and not let the world see this comment. I know you won't prove me wrong. And if called on it later, you'll just say "LOL FILE CLOSED".

    But like I said, this won't close, and this won't end, in any other way than me, your daughter, your daughter's friends, my friends, and all the other children, all the other inferior, second-class citizens, all the other oppressed and depressed and indoctrinated masses, have smashed your sordid temples to the ground.

    May those who agree with this man see the truth before it is too late.

    April 11, 2008 3:39 PM

    this is so typical of a child your age (and you are a child). Thinking you're right about everything, and you know what's best for your own life-untill you end up raped, abused, and pregnant from one of your little sick friends at pedowars. They will betray and leave you. More than likely this will happen when you become an adult and are wearing big girl panties. But it's okay because you had control over it all, right? Funny! You are truely confused, and very niave! I'm proud to be a Christian and I support this man. He stands up for what's right and what he believes in. So what if you know where he lives. Trying to imitate and frieghten people is beyond pathetic. Not that you had a good hold on anyway. LOL really? You're 13!You can't even drive. But he's afraid…hilarious. You're post is 2 years old, and you STILL can't drive. LOL I will pray your parents will ground you and take away your internet privaledges untill you come to your senses. My support goes to the auther of this blog. God bless

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